A Long Road….

Dun no way, I often so bored wis my rutinity (is my spelling true?). Maybe i’s somewhat self fish or that is the real thing? Many people said : just enjoy your life. Life can be so beauitful if we see like that. Yeah, but life can be so boring also…
Like now, I’m just writing, writing and writing in my blog. Hundreds writins and i’m still can not feel the soul. So hard feeling. Dun no way, i like to write in english when i want to tell something important or sensitive. Maybe it just a habit. Yeah, my habit since i was busy with English literature. It was when i was studying in International relations FISIP UNAIR. Every single day and maybe every minutes i stucked on many English literatures. At the first time, it was sooooo torture me! My God, i was bored and dizzy…But now, i get the useful.

“Let’s go to the wedding party. My friend has getting married”, my husbad asked me to attend his friend’s wedding party. And said Ok and we went to ABC Building in Faculty of Economic, Airlangga University. “How come your friend can rent this building? As I know, if we don’t have coonection to the internal staff, we can’t borrow, even rent this big and expensive one”. I saw to the building that has sevent floors. It’s not an office building, but a faculty building….so luxury. Many seminars have been placed here. I often attended mostly…memories. “His father is an administration staff here. So it’s easy to borrow or rent the building,” my husband’s answer backed me to the real life. I was think so hard in the last days…
“Hey look, that is my friend at FISIP. Hasn’t he studying in UGM right now? I didn’t know that he live in Sby now”. I saw my old friend when i was studying in FISIP UNAIR came to this wedding party. What a surprise. I never think that i would met my memories. I mean I did’t have the special memories with only one man but in a whole, I have memories with my study time in FISIP UNAIR. Imam Ghazali said that the memories was the most distance think from us. It can come back again. And I belive that absolutely.

A one day one SMS came in to my inbox. This was the message : “Lunch has been prepared. So delicious, I’m waiting for someone special”. This SMS remember me for another SMS that was by my husband yesterday…”Honey, i’m sorry for coming late at home tonight because i have so many works now. But tomorrow I will cook for my sweetheart”. It’s so romantic. I know that my husband love me so much and he can cook well. Ca’t you beliave that? a man who has hard characteristic can cook weel, even he wants to cook for me. Sometimes I feel guilty whenever he do home’s jobs that in our culture it is done by woman. But not always like that, and I’m telling you that cooking is not woman’a job only and even not woman’s duty. However i cook sometime for my husband. I admire my husband to his matureness and giving the best feeling and attitude for me. I appreciate that. Love you so much honey…